Monday, November 7, 2011

Dear End of Semester, Please come sooner. So much stuff to do in so little time. 


Love always,
Jamie 
XoXo

Monday, October 31, 2011

Happy Halloween!

This year Halloween consisted of parties, hanging out with Count Von Count at the Pumpkin Patch at Busch Gardens, rocking out at the Dallas Bull, and a night at home with my best friend. The night of Halloween included  fluff in the face fights, making waffles!, and watching Diners, Drive-ins, and Dives. Overall = An Awesome Night.


HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!

Friday, October 28, 2011

Frustration.

She keeps getting knocked down when everyone knows that she is the best. She keeps getting knocked down when she keeps trying and trying to improve every single day. She is the best damn 15 year old singer out there and yet she keeps getting knocked down by teachers, judges, and friends. Makes me frustrated... She works so hard to be amazing and she hardly gets acknowledged with the exception of me.
I have seen her spend hours and days (I'm not exaggerating) in her room singing songs over and over again. I have seen her print out lyrics and write down dynamics and phrasing techniques. I've heard her tell me what she thinks the lyrics actually mean. I've seen her receive 300 views on one of her videos in two weeks.. She is the hardest working singer I've actually witnessed that practices on every little detail.
I've heard this quote: "Success is how high you bounce when you hit the bottom." I guess that is all we can do.. even though we keep getting up when we fall down. Its happened many times, this isn't just the first time. Oh well, what can you do. I know what I can do. I can just be the best supporting sister shes ever had. I WILL be sitting in the front row when she gets on Broadway. I WILL be there.


Thursday, October 27, 2011

Hmm...

You're so fresh and new. You're so exciting and invigorating. You make me want to spend time with you. You make me smile the biggest smile. Why? Why? Hmm.... UGH.

Things I've Learned

Haha I found some of these notes on my ipod that I would like to share. Makes me ABSOLUTELY LOVE my job :) 


3-26-11
It really does matter when people are in your life. You could have the best job and the most money in the world but if you don't have the people that you love surrounding you, then it's really not worth it.. It definitely makes a difference. Mike, you not being here makes a difference.


4-1-11
Today I learned that no matter how bad things get, my friends and family will always be there for the many laughs that lie ahead. I also learned how to work as a team at work today and how you can accomplish something by working together :)


4-4-11
Today I learned that it's good to try new things :) Hanging out with big bird today and letting little kids take pictures with him was fun :) it was a new experience for me and it took adjusting. If you look at change with a positive perspective, it will turn out to have amazing results. :)


4-10-11
Hard work pays off. Literally. Worked many hours this weekend and it's an awesome feeling. Knees are in pain and hurting but it was worth it so idc. :)

Poem 2

It's the touch of your skin,
that makes me break through the wall so thin,
the lining of our bodies merge to show no space,
Your body's outline is what my hands trace,


A smell not sweet but very alluring,
is what I brush upon as the night is obscuring,
As i brushed passed the side of your nose,
I landed upon lips that felt just like the inside of a rose,


Making delicate and slow movements, the feelings grow more and more,
these are the emotions running through me that I could never deplore,
bursts of love so soft fill the think muffled covers,
Hands always tend to meet between two lovers,


the quiet of the night and the feel of the breeze,
calm our heavy breathing as the moonlight steps through to seize,
flames of passion and a provocative gaze,
your presence is the thing that never fails to amaze,


I want you to inject me with your love and fill me with your poison,
it's our relationship that encompasses a twisted torsion,
I want to be a victim ready for affection,
Waking up from all of this will lead us to an angle of reflection,


When I'm with you I feel like everything is all right,
And if I'm with you too long my heart starts to excite,
A best friend you always and forever will be,
the words "I love you" are always the key,


So let's be nothing else than what we really are,
even if it means being what we are from afar,
the love we share is worth every time and place,
it is something that lies within that I could never replace.